As some of you know, I am going through some medical issues at the present moment. If you are just now joining us, you can catch up on everything on this post HERE.
Today, I went in to see the breast doctor so he could examine my abscess and also examine my breast again to see if there has been any change in the last week.
Good news is, my breast has gone down tremendously in terms of swelling. Bad news is, it is still inflamed....and also, the lump that was there near the tissue is still there.
So....what does this mean exactly??
This means that I will be in the hospital, having surgery this Wednesday :( The doc will drain all the fluid out that is still there and also remove a portion of the tissue from the lump. Then send it off to the lab for testing. So in plain words, a biopsy through surgery....which is what we were expecting to begin with.
We are looking at having the results from the surgery as soon as next Monday.
I teared up a little when he told Husband Man and I this. Just a little though. And I have a theory it is because I've done so much crying in the last 2 weeks that I really couldn't find the tears anymore.
I'm actually to the point where I just want to get this procedure done and over with so we can find out whether it is malignant or not...then we will go from there.
What actually made me cry, was when I posted the first post last week about my journey through all of this. I have been VERY skeptical about saying anything on here about it because I know that when you open yourself up like this for millions of people, you can never go back.
But I also knew that if I didn't say anything on here and left this blog untouched for a month or so.......the questions would have started to form. So I took a chance...and made that first post.
Y'all were so wonderful and so, so supportive with it all. My inbox was loaded with private e-mails and comments from everyone around the world....and for that, I want to thank you. I am actually planning on making a booklet of all the e-mails and comments...and keeping it in my purse...so I will have it with me during my procedure on Wednesday and anytime after that :)
Also...I wanted to let y'all in on something...since Husband Man has been home, taking care of me and the kiddos...he suggested that he get on here and make a recipe post this week ;) Not sure if he will do it or not because he's pretty tired by the end of the day, however, don't be surprised if you do see one up this week from him ;)
Anyway, just wanted to write everyone a little line or so about what has been going on. Please continue to keep me and the family in your prayers this week...and next week as well.
We <3 all of you! And thank you so much for being such a wonderful inspiration through all of this ;)
Hopefully, the next post I write will be GREAT news ;)
take care and God bless!! prayers being sent. :)
ReplyDeleteYour in our thoughts and prayers! My three year old says that she hopes you feel better soon. Much love to you and your family! Hoping and praying for positive results for you. Much love
ReplyDeleteI wish I could just reach through the screen and give you a huge hug! I am praying for you constantly. You are very much loved and have a large support team here to help in any way we can!
ReplyDeleteDear, dear Libby, I continue to pray for you! Also I'm going to request prayers from others as you go through the biopsy and then the waiting. I know my situation is not at all what yours is, as I am much(MUCH)older than you, my sons are grown, etc. Still I can relate to what you're going thru based on my experiences since September concerning "very suspicious" results of a chest CT scan. The most difficult part so far has been waiting for the biopsy to take place, and then waiting for the results. So far, so good, we're just "keeping a close eye on the situation". The radiologist did not rule out the possibility of cancer. Next CT scan in April unless "something changes". God bless you and yours, keep you all safe and well! You will most definitely NOT be alone on Wednesday. Blessings surround you! Much love and remember, one day at a time...
ReplyDeleteLibby I will be praying for you. Lean on Him for your strength and courage to get thru the surgery. Tears are so normal and they do help take some of the pressure off. I will also keep your family in prayers and thoughts to all. JJ of Michigan
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear that you are going through all this. Although I never had breast cancer - I did fight Leukemia and had a bone marrow transplant. The waiting and not knowing are some of the hardest stuff to go through. Take the help, ask for help, cry, laugh and remember to breathe - deeply. Sometimes it is minute by minute just allow yourself to feel what you feel - it will pass, and come and go as it pleases. It's ok to be scared and if your mind does not stop thinking and causes you to cry - try a very simple tast of organizing a small draw, or something - it causes the brain to concentrate on something that is different from fear and feelings. When one realizes that your body doesn't know any different when your mind is telling it something - it reacts as if it is happening. Your thoughts are powerful allow them to pass through you don't hold them in and take it slow.
ReplyDeleteLots of love and prayers for your surgery on Wedensday!
Hi Libby :)
ReplyDeleteGreat advice from Anonymous. After my breast cancer surgeries in 2009, I gathered up all of the notes, cards, momentos, etc. and put them in a bag or box and put them away for a keepsake. It is hard to think about the future when you are terrified of the moment you are in. There were times I laid in bed, cried, and felt like I just wanted to be in a deep hole in the ground so I could be alone. But, being around loved ones, close friends, people coming over to pray for me, and talking to women that were survivors and knew what I was going through helped me a lot. I did lose a breast, had reconstruction, made it through 3 surgeries, and am a survivor. You can, too :) You are blessed to have such a wonderful husband to walk this with you. It makes a huge difference. I am putting a reminder of your surgery on my microwave. I will pray for you when I see it :)
Susan Montgomery
You and your family will be in my prayers this week. ((((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteYou and your family will be in my prayers this week. (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteKeepin you in prayer! Hope it all goes well.Warm Blessings!~Amy
ReplyDeleteLibby darlin', the 20th of this month will be my 1 year anniversary since my double mastectomy. I know what you are going through. The not knowing kills you more than anything. I cried when I found out and was a bit scared, but once I knew it was so much better. I was afraid of opening up to everyone too. I hadn't started my blog yet when I had my first surgery but posted on my personal blog. I found out people for the most part are supportive and caring. We are all in this life together and it works much better when we support and love one another!! My love and prayers are here for you in full force!!
ReplyDeleteAs for Husband Man, give him a hug and tell him to hug you back for me. There is nothing that beats having the one you love by your side to give you strength and love. And I think a blog post from him would be wonderful!! Much love!!!
So sorry you have to go thru this!! Thoughts, prayers and hugs coming your way from little Belleve Iowa, on the Mississippi River!!
ReplyDeleteMy thoughts and prayers are still with you! Thank you for posting an update as I've been thinking of you. You will get through this! Hugs :)
ReplyDeleteThank you so much Libby for the update. I'll keep you in my prayers, God Bless ♥
ReplyDeleteLibby, you are in my thoughts and prayers. I wish you a very speedy recovery from your surgery and pray your biopsy will be benign. I'm so glad I've had the pleasure to get to know you through the food blog world! Your a sweetheart!
ReplyDeleteHi libby - Be assured that u and ur family will be in my prayers. I know its a tough time - trust me u will sail thro this rough patch............tc , much love ,hugs !
ReplyDeletePrayers are sent your way.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for sharing your story, and your heart, with us. You have a very large support group right here and you are covered in prayer. Don't look too far ahead...take each day as it comes. You're gonna get through this Sweetie. XO
ReplyDeleteMy prayers are with you Libby. I had a lumpectomy several years ago. I remember the waiting for the surgery was the worst. Everything came out good for me. I hope you have the same results and are back to cooking and posting in no time.
ReplyDeleteKeeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. I hope everything works out for you and there's not a lot of pain or discomfort. Can't wait for you to be back fit and healthy soon.
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So sorry to hear you are going through this. My thoughts and prayers are with you. xxoo
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry this happened to such a good person. I'm sure everything will turn out fine.
ReplyDeleteDearest Libby,
ReplyDeleteTears are pouring down my face as I write to you, because this is very close to home and my life, I am hoping that you feel better and can do some writing and share the experience with us all, we love you and pray that you are smiling and find joy everyday. Can't wait to see hubs post! Love, Nettie
you are in my prayers!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteMy prays are with you and hope every things goes well with you.
ReplyDeleteWished I lived closer just to give you a hug...and heck maybe cook your dinner tonight...but if wishes where hugs you would have one right now..Stay strong as possible and positive as can be..and will wait impatiently for your next blog of good news...I will double my prayers tonight...
ReplyDeleteHi Libby! I'm so very sorry that I'm late to all this. For some reason, I was getting your updates and I came to check on ya and I saw this. I want you to know that you are in my heart and prayers. There is no reason for you to suffer silently when we are all here for you. I am praying for the best possible outcome for you!!
ReplyDeleteI've been going through some testing of my own for Lupus and or possibly Sjrogen's Disease and I'll have to get further testing for Lymphoma. The idea that the word "cancer" is even in our vocabulary right now is just plain scary. So I know how distraught and consumed your mind is with this right now. I'm giving you a big ole hug right now - hope you can feel lit!!
Hi Libby, I am so sorry to hear about your medical situation. I am hoping and praying that everything will turn out fine when you do your visit on Wednesday. My prayers and positive thoughts are with you and your family. Get well soon! Keep us posted! <3
ReplyDeleteThank you all so very much for sharing your stories with me and for praying. It all worked and I'm so very happy to have such a wonderful support system in place :) I <3 y'all!!
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